I'm grinning from ear to ear. Life is good, even on a snowy night at the end of March. I'm happy. Thank you universe for giving happiness to me. I appreciate it more than I could ever show.
I've been handed a second chance that most would have no clue what to do with. I must admit, I've very much like the masses. I have no idea what I will do, but I know what I WANT to do.
I want to Live. I want to live for me, not for anyone else. I want to go to France in a year and a half. I'd rather go there to live, but there a lot of hoops to jump through, so I'll go to visit for a few months, then come back to the states. I want to live everywhere and nowhere all at the same time. I don't want a permanent home, I want to live in every place I come to for a short period of time. I don't want to travel and come back to a static location. I want to make every place I go, my home for that period of time. I would kill to be a nomad.
Then again, I dream of having a well paying, full time job, with a relationship that actually works. Someone who doesn't push me around emotionally. Someone who supports me and my endeavors and understands that we both sacrifice for the greater good of us. It's not a one person relationship. It's work, and requires attention and devotion.
You always find what you're looking for when you're not looking for it or when you don't know you need it.
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